Always Remember: It's Not so Bad

August 15, 2010 (Sunday)

Ditsi brought me to work today with Edwin.

Breakfast: Antonio's

• gross churiso
• yummy toast
• yummy hot chocolate
• fragrant plants

Sudden Overnight in Summit Ridge Tagaytay

Summit Ridge Tagaytay Breakfast (ensaymada + pandesal + honey stars = yum!)

It's not so bad, I can be going through this alone and I am but sometimes, it helps to know that someone will drop everything just to make sure you don't feel alone - even if you are.

Thanks so much, dits (denavive, hehe) you remind me that it's not so bad.

Crazy Crying

I started working in Robinson's Land on June 25, 2010 for Summit Ridge Tagaytay Hotel.

It's a new life. A different life.

Every week, I have to go at least once to Tagaytay, commute (bus and jeep) and go back to manila and also do sales calls (which I don't ever want to do and haven't done yet...). My first event had a revenue of P800,000++. It was a big event, people fainted and driver's suddenly didn't want to drive my client. By the end of July, I had a revenue of : P3,000,000.00 ++ and exceeded my quota. I had the highest revenue in the sales team.

But I wasn't happy, Ms. Mel said, if after one month, I m still not happy, perhaps I'd better quit.

It is now August 14, 2010.

I m not happy and I want and need something more. I need to quit.

I talked to my bestfriend a while ago and realized that I have a million of issues that I sweep under the rug, set aside, lock in a closet. I m a coward.

I cried crazy today, a few moments ago... I feel so empty, broken and lonely.

What's missing?

P.S. My eyes say it all - I think I need crazy pills.