a slow beautiful death

we ARE all dying

Saturday, January 20, 2007

pangpalito sa lahat ng bagay na kala kong totoo

rome and juliet. aus. mylene dizon - lesbiana na tlga ata ako dahil sayo. GANDA tae x.x revelation...(sori po sa filipino ko. hirap talaga :( )
*Ewan ko lang sa mga nangyaRi ngayon
Ikaw, taong nakatago sa mga pangungusap ko
sa mga salitang galing sa kaluluwa ko... alam kong alam mo na para to sayo...sorry beginner lang. i suCk pero walang pakelamanan blog ko 'to
putang****g pag ibig.
*masarap. dahil nararamdaman mo ang init ng lubusang saya.
masama. dahil napakakain mo ang apoy na siyang susunog sa iyo. sa mahal mo. sa mga mahal niya at iba pang mga mahal mo.
*ang tamis. parang tsokolate.mapapipikit ka nang matagal... na matagal na matagal na matalgal. at mapupunta sa alapaap, sandali lang pero langit parin. silip sa langit. sino bang siraulo na ayaw subukin ang langit?
ang hapdi. tulad ng fiz sa soda. dumadaan sa bibig, lalamunan, tiyan. (umaabot pa nga minsan, kung malas ka) puso.
*unti unti kang nabubuhay at unti unti ding namamatay.
nagagamot ang isang sakit at tuluyang lumalala ang isa.

Thursday, January 11, 2007

mga kamay ni manong pedro

armed and dangerous

during tennis (my PE) last week:
I was feeding a girl some balls. thing is... i don't know how to "play". but it was a class a tennis class so you can't just stand there.so whatever. anyway my ball ballooned. x.x the girl screamed and put the tennis racket to cover her pretty face. hmm... well yeah... there. bullseye, literally. her eye turned blood red.she couldn't open it! She cried x.x I wanted to kick myself. x.x why why why? x.x argh. blame myself? NO! blame the coach, blame the task, blame the duty.
*we are given armor. weapons. that we don't know how to use.
Then, we are forced to the battlefield. to face all these demons that look like you, except they're inside out.
do you leave your armor and run the opposite way? Or face them. with seemingly nothing but what has been given to you (that you don't know crap about? well-maybe a little but certainly not enough crap to use it the way it was meant to be used)?
i run. run. run.