a slow beautiful death

we ARE all dying

Wednesday, February 16, 2011

All Alone.

Update is: Bodi has left me to pursue his career goals, to live independently. I m here, alone and waiting for the longest time. I smoked, am smoking, will be smoking. Overeating, oversulking, overstaring.

I m so depressed.

But I have to get up. I have to breathe. I have to love. My life is now and it won't wait for me to get back on my feet again. Passion. Where are you?