a slow beautiful death

we ARE all dying

Friday, October 27, 2006

chocolate

i like dark chocolates
their bitter taste
their sweet taste
a glimpse of both worlds.
you'd appreciate one taste more when you'd know the other,
you don't like,
tastes like!
The sweetness becomes sweeter and the bitterness becomes more bitter.

Monday, October 23, 2006

afraid of the real things

i argue that i m blind. but in truth, i just close my eyes.

Wednesday, October 18, 2006

My October 18, 2006

for the sake of updating:
took my p6 finals. Wasn't too bad, wasn't bad at all!! kaso abuso ung block :p baet ni sir! free test. sorta! hm.. waited for someone. didn't make it though. sad. does that mean something? dba sabi nila "when you are really meant to meet, the world would coincide with that meeting, the world will follow." mehn.. :/ hm... ewan ko lang ah. but i m a real sucker for fate stuff. Bahhh..
watched WTC at gateway today wida eng block. Aww :) fun maski kapos and mga decades na kami nagdedecide kung anong movie at nalipasan ng gutom.. (dapat txt nalang! tama si oreo!)

heavy movie. Mga die now movie. Devastating in so many ways. But you do realize how lucky you are. Pero un nga sabi ni pbee more on hope and waiting. Well, in that perspective i don't think it mirrors reality quite well kasi most of the people affected by the tragedy, in real life, lost all hope. Even Bush's "revenge" doesn't signify the hope, it was just revenge!! ewan. - just an emo thought on it. the manifestation of Jesus with the uh... ewan was sorta creepy for me. anywho i have to make a movie review about it for my final paper. My life sorta depends on it since i m hanging by a thread sa english. it's not my fault i wasn't born to write!! x.x rar!! Then went back to skul with pbee and kim.. ( i m sorry i m such a hassle x.x). mini roadtrip hihihi :> totoy jeeps and suicidal motorcycle drivers! =))

Visited Gesu. Went inside. Closed my eyes. let my feelings reside.
Went outside Gesu. watched the sun set. Blue violet orange. i'll never forget.
like Butterflies lining up in the vast horizon. fluttering their wings.
pretty no beautiful. yes beautiful! :)

Friday, October 06, 2006

in a "Plastic" bag (warning: LABO ALERT)

hearts - loves
stars - dreams
a flower. - doesn't fit does it?
(i m sorry. i felt mean when i wrote this. x.x
it's been in my drafts for a long time.
long meaning, i dont feel this anymore.
LABO NI MARJ! Gusto ko lang lagay...)

traffic lights

i stared at the light. red.
everyone's waiting for it to go.
especially the People behind me.
go go go. step on it. but i can't.
it's red...