the gamble

Part I: the yesterday

you look at your cards
you begin to believe there's no way in hell u're going to lose.
little voice: but you stll can
still you say: "fuck it, it's just fukn' worth it"
you gracefully push all your chips to the pot.
"I m all in" - what the hell?! ALL IN?! ALL IN?!
cold sweat breaks out. and something is terribly terribly wrong.
you blink.
nothing is left.
only your empty hands.
and a silhouette fading fast.
your feet are glued to the floor.
and your eyes, to the shadow.

Part II: The today

you look at your cards, you look at your opponent
you begin to believe there's no way in hell u're going to lose.
little voice: but you stl can
still you say: "fuck it, it's just fukn' worth it"
you gracefully push all your chips to the pot.
"I m all in" - what the hell?! ALL IN?! ALL IN?!
cold sweat breaks out. and something is terribly terribly wrong.
(hmm sounds familiar..)
you blink.
nthing is left.
only your empty hands.
and a silhouette fading fast.
your feet are glued to the floor.
and your eyes, to the shadow.

Part III: The tomorrow -

you look at your cards....

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first part is never okay, probably, the second won't be either, i dont know of the third.
People keep on falling for a reaosn, ppl ALLOW themselves to get scarred over and over and over and over.
even just for a taste of getting there, having that whole pot.
Giving up everything they have to gain everything they could ever desire and need.

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I love you my dear dear one and only niece... don't give up... don't give up. we all love you and we're all here. For you. We are all here. We love you. We are all here. We love you. We are all here. We love you. We ARE ALL Here. We LOVE YOU. We are ALL HERE....